Pain. Poem. Anonymous. Your name invades my notes.

Your name invades my notes

S here, S there

My first time for many,

You taught me about sex

Yet I scream at a younger me!

Run away! Get away!

This little boy is not normal

Normal sex is not to spit, to choke,

Pleasurably hit and to poke

Unknowingly while I sleep.

The deeds to my body reaped,

Bounded by my hands and feet

The concrete sheet will await

The next piece of cattle meat

Stained by another bruise

Washed in his little men

Doesn’t everyone get dirty?

No. This is loving abuse.

Sweet, virginal skin

Listens to what you call love

With blind open eyes

Suck my dick till I say when

Beckons lying, sweaty thighs

‘You mean the world to me darling.’

Vomit on your member

I went too far

‘That’s okay, do it again.’

Please, no more

A villain in plain sight

He’s so nice! Stop bossing him!

My one piece of advice?

Start boxing if you want a fight

Lord knows you need the exercise

You fat piece of shit.

It was time to take my own liberation

I fucked who I liked – with my own domination

Girl, boy, your cousin?

My decision.

The pain entered with a hammer

But it left with kisses

To my new darling amor –

His love successes

I have learnt

I am no ones missus

My body




I take charge.


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