PAIN. ‘A RANT’ By Eliza Lawrence. Written a while back..

PAIN. ‘A RANT’ By Eliza Lawrence. Written a while back..

Written on the note section of the phone. Because the pen would have gone through the paper.

I FEEL SEASICK
I FEEL CARSICK
I FEEL TRAIN SICK
I FEEL PLAIN SICK
PAIN SICK

IMAGINE
ALL THOSE FEELINGS AT ONE TIME

BUT ALSO
I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN THROWN IN THE GARBAGE
THROWN IN THE PLAYGROUND WHEN YOU GOT A HEADACHE
THROWN IN THE LAYBY ON A BUSY MOTORWAY
THROWN IN THE DEEP END AT A KIDS URINATED SWIMMING POOL

IMAGINE
BEING ALL THOSE PLACES AT ONE TIME

YOU WOULD BE FRIGHTENED WOULDNT YOU ?

BUT ITS WORSE
I FEEL ASLO A
DEEP DEEP DISTRUST AND DEEP ANNOYANCE FOR THE
MAN IN THE SHALLOW END GETTING SWALLOWED

I LOVED. I TRUSTED. FELT WARM. FELT GREAT
AND ALL THAT FEELING WAS A BIG FAT DISNEY SLAP IN THE FACE
BECAUSE WHEN YOU LOVE AS DEEPLY AS THAT
FOR A MAN IN THE SHALLOW END
YOUR FUCKED.

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